“Moth”

A poem about existing with the memory of you

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It’s strange.

I saw a moth in my garden.

It was beautiful:

a small beige friend with a cheerful pink on its wings.

I looked it up in case it was a pest and I needed to worry about it.

It was hard trying to find it since I didn’t have a chance to take its picture before it fluttered away.

But when I found it, my heart kind of broke.

I could still be wrong

(how would I know, I’m not a lepidopterist),

but all signs pointed to this species:

a Schinia florida.

Florida.

Why of all things did it have to be Florida?

Even in my garden, my safe space, there’s some kind of reminder of you. 

R____ had said today,

“everything is a pollinator”.

In a weird way, if I look at humans as gardens, that is true:

you are a part of my ecosystem,

and whether you are a pest or a friend,

you just exist here for now.

And maybe I should learn to accept and live with that truth. 

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